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Sunday, April 24, 2011

April 24, 2011

Happy Easter!!! Good Morning everyone! This morning I weighed 297.6...so 18 pounds down since the first of the month!! YAY! Technically 2 days to go on the diet, but no more drops after today, so I would like to lose 2 more and make it an even 20, but I am ECSTATIC that I am finally below 300!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

April 21

howdy there folks...kind of had a traumatic day yesterday, this whole month has just been bad, but i have managed to stick with the program and am down to the last few days....today's weight...301.6.

Remember, I had three levels of goals, 1st goal, get below 300, second goal, get to wedding weight of 287, 3rd goal, get to the 100 pound mark of 276. I am within touching distance of the first goal, so wish me luck for today.. When i am depressed I eat or bake, so planning on baking today, and then donating it all to the youth auction tomorrow. Maybe a buttermilk pie and a pan of brownies.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Because I love you

A teenage son looks down on his mother with anger in his eyes.
"I want to do what I want to do!" he shouts over her cries.
"Why can't you ever let me have fun? Let me hang out with the guys?"
"Why do you insist you know where I am and everything I do.
Mother whispers quietly, "Because I love you."

The teenage son does not hear his mother's quiet words.
He shouts and rages on and on he wants to make sure he is heard.
"Why can't I have an I-pod, or a cell phone? A laptop is not absurd!"
Why don't you let me have the things that I want?" his angry message flew!
Mother whispers quietly, "Because I love you."

The teenage son sees mothers lip moving quietly.
But he pays no attention to his mother's silent pleas.
He cannot see beyond his desires, to his mothers bended knees.
With fists raised up and anger flashing, he shouts "I hate you!"
Mother whispers quietly, "I love you."

The teenage son looks down on the woman's pure love.
"How can you put up with me when I push and I shove?"
"What makes you stay and care for me? What are you made of?"
Why do you let me roar and rage the way I do?
Mother whispers quietly, "Because I love you."

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

April 19

Good morning friends. 303.6 today. still 3.6 pounds before I break that bearier. I think it may be more of a mental block than I thought. Even though I feel okay about it, I still am having trouble sticking to the plan and losing the wieght. I find myself craving stuff, even when I am not the least bit hungry. Well. 6 more days! I can do this!

Monday, April 18, 2011

April 18, 2011

Good morning folks. I am on a 4 day freeze again, so am going to do a fruit day. I am eating nothing but fruit until supper and then will have a small supper. No bread or crackers at all today. not a problem! still at 304.6, so coming along nicely.

My mom and I are both doing this together and today we are both 5 pounds from 1st goal, so my step-dad told us whichever one hits their goal first, he will buy them a new outfit! YAY! I need a pair of jeans that fit. lol

Speaking of clothing fitting, I tool my measurements today and have lost 3.5 inches!!! Woo Hoo!!

Lost one in my bust, one in my chest, 1/2 in my thigh and 1 in my calf!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

April 14

YAY, down 2 pounds this morning...304.6! I am on a roll and back at it. Not sure what was going on but glad it is over!!!!!

So that is 11 pounds in 14 days, that does NOT suck!

So, still not particularly hungry, but did have a strong craving for a cheeseburger, fries and a milkshake last night. I texted my sister and she talked me down! LOL Thanks Michaela!!!

Woke up this morning really thirsty, so gonna try to add one glass of water to my schedule, just to bump up the water a bit. No sense being thirsty, because it makes me think I am hungry!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

April 13

WOW, talk about a crazy week! Okay first ...weight 306.4. I know, same for 2 days. Only thing I can think is stress and my cycle started. So hopefully in another day it will go down again. They say as long as you don't stay the same for 4 days you are okay, so i am just going to stay on the diet and hope.

So, all three of my kids are home today and tomorrow! why? well, Bailey goes to all day school tuesday, friday and every other wednesday, and it is not her wednesday week, so she is home, Chianna is not in school yet, she is always home, and Aaron, well, Aaron is suspended for fighting! GRRRRRR!